Senin, 16 September 2013

back to December ; i hate to love this song


 i feel bad, until rain comes to me.

sedari pagi menjelma, mood saya benar-benar jauh dibawah standar. benar-benar tidak bisa mengendalikan pikiran dengan baik, tidak bisa menahan emosi buruk yang menghantui. God, seriously, i hatethis condition.

trus apa hubungannya dengan lagu yang dibawakan dengan sangat indah oleh Swift? ga ada, sik. hanya saya suka saja dengan lagu ini, dan saya benci untuk untuk sangat menyukai lagu ini. saya suka, tapi tahulah ini lagu sedih, lagu patah hati, apa romantisnya coba? tapi yaa, suka!

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i'm so glad you made time to see me
how's life? tell me how's your family?
i haven't seen them in a while
you've been good, busier than ever
we small talk, work and the weather
your guard is up and i know why
because the last time you saw me is still burned in the back of your mind
you gave me roses and i left them there to die

so this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying, "i'm sorry for that night,"
and i go back to December all the time
it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
i'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
i go back to December all the time.

these days i haven't been sleeping
staying up, playing back myself leavin'
when your birthday passed and i didn't call
and i think about summer, all the beautiful times
i watched you laughing from the passenger side
realized that i loved you in the fall

and then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
you gave me all your love and all i gave you was "goodbye"

so this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying, "i'm sorry for that night."
and i go back to December all the time
it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized what i had when you were mine
i'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
i go back to December all the time

i miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile
so good to me, so right
and how you held me in your arms that September night –
the first time you ever saw me cry

maybe this is wishful thinking
probably mindless dreaming
but if we loved again, i swear i'd love you right

i'd go back in time and change it but i can't
so if the chain is on your door i understand

but this is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying, "i'm sorry for that night."
and i go back to December....
it turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
wishing i'd realized what I had when you were mine
i'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
i'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

i go back to December all the time
all the time




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dari judul lagunya saja sudah bisa disimpulkan apa maksud Swift menciptakan lagu ini. yah, taltanted girl so far beliau ini ((hah, beliau)) banyak menciptakan dan menaransemen lagunya sendiri. back to December bercerita tentang seseorang yang ingin kembali ke masa dimana ia masih bersama kekasihnya, waktu dimana ia tidak berbuat baik terhadap orang yang ia cintai dan mencintai dia dengan tulus. sehingga ia merasa bersalah, dan ingin kembali untuk memperbaiki semua. but sorry, kalau kata Jojo, it's too little too late. xoxo.

1 komentar:

priyonisme mengatakan...

kayaknya pinter nyayi ni.. tapi tidak di kamar mandi// salam kenal. follback